hahaha.
hi, im back..
NOT!
lols.

im not here to blog.
life sucks now and i dun wan to plague my blog with unhappy stuff.
but im glad for ppl like FUXIAOZHANG and PRETTYLADY PAULINE for always being there for me. thanks sooo much!! you make my misery so much easier to bear.LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!

many things have changed.
many ppl have changed.
situations and roles have been reversed.
not that i wasn't expecting it but
looking through my saved msges,
i suddenly realise how things can change so vastly.
the world i live in 1 year ago
is so utterly different from the world im in now.
can i still find someone who truly cares for me,
whom i can truly count on to provide comfort, care and love when i need it?
why do i feel that the prospect's very bleak?

熱情，終究會退燒。
友情，很難猜測到底誰是真心地對你好
還是只是在逢場作戲
有朋友又算什麽？
誰知道，1 年后， 她會連看都不看你一眼。
誰又會去記得與遵守， 一年前答應永遠陪伴在你身邊的約定？
現在的我，終于明白什麽是孤獨了。
真想麻木自己，讓自己的心休息一下。
好累，我真得太累了。
真想一覺不醒，
永遠逃離這個冷酷，充滿謊言的世界。
現在的我還能靠誰，還能相信誰呢？
真想讓時間倒流
導流到那時的快樂時光。
我知道這是夢，
現在的我，剩下的，就只有夢了。

i ended up blabbering about my life afterall.
haas.
this sucks.
LIFE SUCKS!!
arghs!!!



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anyways, i came online to post my nick. haas.
so here goes:
[ 콘키스 . ] //    AJEJ the GOLDEN ODDBALLS.    [forgettableGIRLS . MRSPARK&MRSGARDEN]         靜愛之在  默戀獨特` 魅力獨在;艷麗唯特

phew, the same nick for, 1 year? O.O I ROCK.
lols.